Nightfall

The night of darkness. The departure of the Holy Ghost. And the spirit of the Lord left me, and was replaced by an unclean spirit.

As within, so without. If I view others as contemptible, I myself am contemptible. If I view others as wretches, I myself am a wretch, and am in a most unfortunate condition.

As I curse others, so I curse myself. As I curse God for creating me, so too I blaspheme against the only force that could help me.

Blasphemy against the Holy Ghost. This sin caused a great rift in me. A schism of the mind. A frightening nightmare.

Would I of given anything to be more forgiving of others. Would I of given anything to love my enemies.