I had an Indian support worker today. I was very grateful for his counsel. Towards the end of the shift, we played table tennis at my house.
I was so worried he’d get injured, because I had a bad dream the previous night. Luckily, he left without a single problem. He has a lot of positive energy.
My friend from the Russian Church might of encountered a hiccup on the road. She called me while she was driving while her partner held the phone. I felt something bad would happen. But then she said ‘I’ll call you back.’ I tried calling her at home, but she didn’t pick up. I hope she and her partner are alright!
The Indian support worker opened my mind to positive energy. I was telling my dad, on the way to the local library, that he was very positive, because a core Christian belief is centred around, ‘repent, or go to hell.’ This belief makes me very depressed. Fortunately, my Indian support worker was a Hindu, so he did not have this belief, so he was very positive.
I still have music in my head going on from Miami Vice. I watched a soundtrack of it on YouTube.
I discussed some Urdu words I knew with my support worker. I asked about ‘Yam Doot.’ He knew about them. Yam Doot are demons from Hinduism. I knew that because they were mentioned in the Orthodox work ‘The soul after death’ by Blessed Seraphim Rose.
According to Seraphim Rose, Indians take religion and spirituality very seriously compared to people in the West. So some Indians, whose conscience accuses them, see Yam Doot coming for the soul on their death bed.
God bless this life. May God be blessed for creating me, I am very fearful of my own departure from life, but please Lord Jesus, have mercy on me!